Archive for August, 2007

just a few days more…

Monday, August 20th, 2007

in a few days i’ll be catching my plane back home. well not home home, but it feels like it…

it is so ironic to feel this way, leaving but not leaving, being sad but happy, feeling worried but assured all at the same time

i’m welcoming changes that happen in my life, being resilient towards everything that may happen… growing up and being strong

its been a while, 7 weeks of being back home, oh how will i miss pinas, hehe, gosh, its even keeping me wide awake at this hour! i will miss waking up to the familiar coziness of my room and the playfulness of my cuttie meeko, the kakulitan of my kuya, the spa days with my mom, and the dinners with my best bru!

but all shall be well, hehe, i am looking forward to the cute little faces of my new students, and my wacky japan friends who would always perk up my weekends, miss ko na kayo! i’ll see you guys soon, girl boding’s and badminton games, gulp session sa house ko kahit hindi ako umiinom haha!! let’s do it again soon, see you on sunday!

hugs…

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empty words

Sunday, August 19th, 2007

…is that all it is? empty words that shine a false light upon me, making me expect things that won’t turn into reality….

i believed , trusted and hoped clinging on to the concoction of letters that presented itself so purely;enticing me to dismiss the fact that it can be so deceiving.

it may seem that i let myself be dragged, i admit that i have been so evasive of the truth, that spark of reality that my closest bru’s and bro’s try to present to me with the calmest actions and the sincerest goal to make me realize that i have been wasting time, forgetting to grab opportunities to become my best

i have had enough, stooped down long enough, it is time to start the annihilation of that hoax belief that may soon bring mayhem to my life.  i will start to pick up those pieces of myself that has fallen weak because of the pseudo hope that came along with the addictive concoction of letters.

let us all look forward to EXUBERANT days…God bless everybody! HAPPY SUNDAY!

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empty words

Sunday, August 19th, 2007

…is that all it is? empty words that shine a false light upon me, making me expect things that won’t turn into reality….

i believed , trusted and hoped clinging on to the concoction of letters that presented itself so purely;enticing me to dismiss the fact that it can be so deceiving.

it may seem that i let myself be dragged, i admit that i have been so evasive of the truth, that spark of reality that my closest bru’s and bro’s try to present to me with the calmest actions and the sincerest goal to make me realize that i have been wasting time, forgetting to grab opportunities to become my best

i have had enough, stooped down long enough, it is time to start the annihilation of that hoax belief that may soon bring mayhem to my life.  i will start to pick up those pieces of myself that has fallen weak because of the pseudo hope that came along with the addictive concoction of letters.

let us all look forward to EXUBERANT days…God bless everybody! HAPPY SUNDAY!

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